Finding My Peace☮

Earlier Today I was one of those ruts where nothing seemed to fit. The universe almost felt un-balanced like I got a dose of too much happy and couldn't seem to find any around me. Everyone seemed on edge, jumpy, and just couldn't relax or just too distant. Homesick isn't a word I thought would ever come out of my mouth while living in Austin, but for some reason I was missing it more than ever. My friends, my family, being able to walk to my favorite lifeguard tower and just sit and watch the sunset. I could drive East 3 hours and be in Palm Desert and visit my second family, drive 3 hours South and I was in San Diego, then drive 7 hours North and visit my best friends in Chico. I guess it was just the feeling of being distant.

I got home from work, took Hiccup to the park, and just laid with him on the grass... I began to breathe and let my mind go. I just let meditation take over. Im learning to embrace the un-balanced and learn to even it out, learning to stop searching for the happy and let the happy find me, learning to embrace the edginess and relax it with subtle energy. Learning to embrace what the universe throws at me, because no matter what it gives, I can take it and become even stronger then I ever was.

After my small meditation and devouring a vegan chocolate chip muffin I have come to find I couldn't be happier at where I am in my life. Supporting myself, growing up little by little, not seeking for approval, or relying on others for my happiness. I have surrounded my self with people who I can genuinely say, are amazing humans that I LOVE!! So, looks like I wont be going anywhere for a while :)

Some tunes that warm my soul.